Sometimes I feel like just giving up. I think if I drop something then maybe I could get that little bit of extra sleep I wish I had or that extra time to relax. I want the chance to spend time with friends and family on the weekends without worrying about missing work. Sometime I don’t want to sit in front of my computer and type for hours writing my book. I can honestly say I do a lot for someone my age. I am married with three children, work full-time, working on my first novel, blogger…and that isn’t even putting a lean on the fact that I still have to cook, clean take care of the bills and many other things. Sometimes I just want to sleep.
I sit at times thinking of all the things I could be doing with my life and how if I just give up one thing I could be doing something about that. I think about that right until I feel a tiny hand tugging on my pants leg. That is when I get the motivation to find that energy needed to do what it takes to make sure me and my family has a secure future. I have the strength to go out and see friends and family as well as sitting and writing two to three chapters a day.
My life may not be the perfect life but it is perfect for me.
Master of Multitasking